The Road So Far:
2025 was a Crazy Ride & 2026 is Going to Get Even Wilder
This past year was a 9 year in numerology (2+0+2+5 = 9). So what does that mean? Well, in simple terms - change, transformation, the ending of a cycle. It has definitely been that for me, my family, and the world.
I finally got officially married in September after nearly 7 years together with Brian (and nearly 5 years of engagement). I went to court over Guardianship of my now adult special needs son & mediated issues concerning my other son's education. It did not go at all as planned. I was very frustrated, disappointed and hurt afterwards (for many reasons). One thing is for sure, the legal system has failed children & does not have their best interests in mind or heart at all. My lawyer was useless (What the hell am I paying him for?) But despite the crushing blow, I have picked myself up & kept going. I trust that things will work out somehow. I trust God & divine timing. Hopefully one day justice, fairness, and goodness will prevail. The truth always eventually comes to light. I hold onto hope & have faith, but it is not easy.
My daughter has made so much progress & has not let her dyslexia stand in her way. She played school basketball in the Fall, went to her first dance, and is getting so tall & I am so proud of how she has stood up for others who are bullied at school. She reminds me of myself in that aspect. I always did my best to stand up for what was right, and did my best to include others & treat everyone with kindness, love & understanding. I am glad she has learned compassion & courage from my example. I am so proud of her.
My older, special needs son has struggled with school, aggression, bad behavior, seizures ... it has been so difficult seeing all this & fighting to get him help to no avail. His father opposes everything I suggest & makes everything so very difficult. The neglect & utter audacity of him & his wife, using my son as a pawn to make money & hurt me, is an absolute disgrace.
My other son has lost his light, his spark. He simply does not care or make an effort. He is so despondent. I hate to see him this way. He was always my little ray of sunshine in the past, but now he is more like a rain cloud. Life just does not seem to hold much joy for him any more, he has given up on himself & his future. It kills me to see him this way. He is barely passing most of his classes. He barely participates at school, and yet his father insists he continues going there. I am doing my best to get him interested in different programs that are offered in his school district, but it is a struggle just to get him to open up & talk at all.
I have enjoyed taking care of our Diamond Duchess 7 hens & rooster, new tiny Bantam rooster (Tiny Diamond), Wood Duck mating pair, and 2 new outside cats (Junior & Ivy Cleo) as well as our dog & indoor cat (Sweetpea & Jessy) and water turtle (Dexter). I am definitely an animal lover. But it has not been easy to care for them all since my hernias back in Spring (2 of the incision sites from my gallbladder removal surgery reopened when we moved the coop). I have had to wear a brace & be careful not to bend or lift too much. Since then, I have had another incision site start acting up in the fall (either that, or the hernias have extended over to my right side, I guess I will find out after my cat scan).
I have begun using Holistic Health Remedies, which have been working better than prescriptions or the doctors' suggestions. I highly recommend Edgar Cayce's Remedy book & Baar.com for remedies/treatments. I have lost weight, have more energy, and am finding what works best for me. I highly recommend doing your research & trying different natural remedies. I really wish that I didn't have to have surgery on my hernias. I am praying the med beds roll out sooner rather than later. I know that medical/healthcare system does not work & like most systems this past year, it is crumbling. The sooner a new, better system rolls out, the better.
I have been continuing to write in my spirit journal, use tarot & divination rods (dow rods), pray, meditate, do affirmations, occasionally do guided meditations, watch & listen to podcasts, and read/study spiritual, esoteric & ancient knowledge. I am remembering past lives, understanding myself & the universe better all the time. I receive a lot of revelations & divine messages in dreams, astral travels, and out of body experiences. I highly suggest trying hemi-sync binaural beats guided meditations, especially those from Monroe Institute. I wish I could go & train there myself. For now I will settle for what I can find out there on spotify, youtube, and through others who have done it themselves. I haven't gotten as far with it as I had hoped, but I figure it will happen when & how it is meant to occur.
I have been following Stefan Burns reports on 3iAtlas & what is going on in our solar system. I have also been reading Our Cosmic Origin & listening to Ismael Perez podcasts & reports. It has really helped me make sense of how the Universe operates & connect the dots.
2026 is a 1 year in numerology, which means new beginnings. Lots of new, big stuff coming (whether you believe it or not). After watching/listening to psychics, seers, spiritual gurus, astrologers, channelers and paying attention to my dreams & intuition, I believe there is a timeline convergence coming. The shift is coming! We are collapsing down to 3 main timelines. I believe that 3D (3rd dimension) is going to end (whether by cataclysm or nuclear fallout), 4D will become a technocratic dystopia, and those in 5D or higher will be ascending to the Organic Highest timeline where our light body will be fully activated & we will finally fully integrate. Those 5D or higher will begin to have new abilities like telepathy, regeneration, healing, telekinesis and possibly even levitation. I believe it will occur in waves, the first of which will occur in the Spring. I highly recommend the above links as well as the following podcast. I have learned to stay open minded & take everything with a grain of salt, go with whatever resonates with you (whatever your intuition/inner voice is telling you is true). I also think disclosure is coming. Our galactic family is making appearances more & more often. People are seeing & experiencing more (UFO sightings, orb sightings, dreams, channelings, experiences, etc.), and I believe it is just a matter of time before it all comes out in the open.
Whatever your year has brought you & whatever this next year will bring, I hope you are open, receptive, positive, working on yourself & your spiritual journey, and that you embrace the now & are fully present & mindful.
I am still looking for my tribe, those I can discuss all these things with openly, honestly, and authentically. Feel free to comment, visit my profiles on Instagram, X or Truth Social (just look for Celtic Queen Hilary), and/or send me a message.
May Love, Light, Peace & Joy flow through you, fill you & surround you. May God bless & keep you. Keep going & growing. You are enough. You are worthy. You are a Divine Spark of God. You have everything you need within you. Unselfish Love is always the answer.
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