Blog 60: "HOME"

Depeche Mode was my favorite band for a long time, but I changed & their music changed.   Most of the songs no longer resonated with me any more.   Today I had an urge to listen.  I opened Spotify app & kept skipping until I got to "HOME".  The chorus struck me like never before, like an epiphany. 

In the past I kept searching for "home" in some person, some place, some thing.   I longed for wholeness, to be complete.  Then I longed for my heavenly home. But I needed to look within, to find the divine spark within myself.   It is what truly sustains me.  I HAD IT WITHIN ME ALL ALONG!  I was never alone, my spirit guides kept telling me, my loved ones kept telling me, but I never truly believed it until my spiritual awakening - when I finally loved & accepted my authentic self.

Home is not out there.  It was right here all along, within me.  The answers are not out there.  They are inside you.  Like Jesus/Yeshua said (John 15: 7):  "If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you."  AND  (John 16: 24):  "Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."  The answers are within our souls.  Pray.  Ask.  Seek.  Stop.  Be still.  Listen.  It will come when the time is right.  Patience.  Hope.  Faith.

At the core, I have always remained the same.  I think I have always known that deep down.  My eternal soul never really changed.  I have only experienced, learned, grown, expanded & understand myself better.  Am I a work in progress?  Yes.  Aren't we all?  But I am remembering & understanding in a way that I never have before.  

I am grateful.  I am filled with love & light, experiencing a joy & peace like never before.  Do I always feel this way?  No.  But it is always there waiting for me.  The clouds, fog or whatever might obscure or block the light momentarily.  I just need to remind myself that the sun is always there, always shining.  Never forget.  Never waver.  Keep going.  You can do it.  You got this.  

I know the divine hierarchy is there for each & every one of us.  Cheering us on.  Trying to remind us & point us in the right direction.  Always.

Song Chorus for "Home" by Depeche Mode:

And I thank you for bringing me here

For showing me home, for singing these tears

Finally, I've found that I belong here

To listen to the entire song click on --->  "Home" by Depeche Mode (spotify)

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